with lots of emotions and feelings running round my head and heart...
so many time i have wanted to give up and be grateful we have Daniel and just be happy we got him, but then i think what if this is our month and never actually have the heart to say enough is enough.
hospital update
went to see the fertility Dr and was told i need to reduce my BMI before i will receive any treatments, so i carried on with WW and have lost 29.5lbs so far, which on the Internet my BMI is 34 but by the calculation the Dr gave me to figure it out it comes out at 36.4 which means i have to lose another 14lbs at least before i go to my appointment in 3 weeks. I'm so scared i wont do it and they will send me away again to loose some more weight.
